Drinking too much and losing control of my tongue.
It happened last night and I managed to hurt people I cared about very much. What was astonishing was that I was very clear what I would not talk about and managed to keep that part totally shut out. But the evening was clouded with shadows. With that frustration I headed for the party. This time I knew I wanted to drink, so decided to stay back and proceeded to drink myself silly. Drinking on an upset mind is such a bad idea.
Sorry can really be an inadequate word not sufficing for all that hurt. But then there is no way to take it back.
There’s a lesson for me. Don’t drink since you cannot handle it.