Is learning from an old experience mean avoiding it altogether in the future or dealing with it differently?
I hate reading my old posts. I realise that until I accept the fact that even I can make mistakes which I will not spot immediately, I will not accept the same in others.
Sometimes all you need is for people around you to say it’s ok, do what makes you happy, even if it doesn’t make you rich.
Sometimes you need your loved ones to look at you and just once, not compare, discourage or rue.
Sometimes you want to sleep without telling yourself you are strong and can bear this uninterrupted tirade without letting your steps falter.
Sometimes you envy people who adhere to paths they chose and never regretted it.
Sometimes you wonder if fighting negative thoughts can be a full-time, paying job.
Sometimes you wish you could prevent your eyes going blank and your brain modulating your voice.
And almost always you want sometimes to be every time..
Hope this is not you.